FEB.19 Kaleidoscope

FEB. 19.2007
Ah the patterns the human mind chooses to identify
The minutest of details might be noticed for those oddities that catch our attention
All the while we miss the largest gorillas of moments and the elephants of importance

Where is it that this chaos around us comes from?
We filter
select
choose

What we want to believe
to see
to hear

Our worlds are such distortions of reality
Yet we have the ability to

stop
time

and experience moments of complete nirvanic understanding

Even with time moving, we pile little pieces of knowledge

on top of the
pieces already documented,
creating a deep,
colorful, complex
kaleidoscope of swirling, ever-changing,
geometrically complex
pile of pick-up-sticks

Each layer deeply embedded and completely supported by those beneath


Is this a chaotic, entropic movement towards the same moments of nirvanic understanding?
A collective, mechanistic movement…

I like to think that I am experiencing things counter to the chaos

But perhaps my moments make me better able to contribute to collective understanding
To the multi-dimensional stained glass society is building at a gross rate
Thrusting us further into chaos
Moving us one step closer to inspired, blissful understanding